life's blues..

well, no matter what we think of it, our life always proves to have come in best possible way. At least it is the case for me. Whenever i look back, I find that whatever life has given to me, was the best thing i could have. Of course there are things that i wish haven't had happened. but sky doesn't remain clear always. We can't be always on safer side. there is always night after day but also morning after night. nothing is stable. As far as my life is concerned yeah i have set up a few goals which i think will make me satisfied when i take my last breath but still i am not sure about the purpose of my life. may be i ll know it in some later part of my life. Whenever i think of it, I end up being muddled or flooding my eyes. I too don't want steadiness in my life but i try to think why i have done some things which i fear even to think of, yet i did them. no one knows what lies inside our minds that pushes us to break all the limits. sometimes things are irreversible. permanently damaged. so is the case with me. I can't even look in their eyes. that makes me keep my head down and that's the thing i regret the most. perhaps these are what is real blues in one's life.....